Monday, December 25, 2006
- 9:28 PM
oooh.
this is my hundredth post.
and this is going ou to the person that wished he made it more into my blog.
i'm sorry.
i never knew you read my blog everyday/everytime you were online.
i never knew you cared.
but yeah.
since you do. thanks r everything.
the times we've had were special.
very special.
thanks for everything. really.
you are special too. <33
Sunday, December 03, 2006
- 12:12 AM
for the sake of sam, though i'm thinking of just not blogging anymore altogether.
don't want to blog.
byebye.
Thursday, November 02, 2006
- 4:14 PM
lit was funny.
but i guess it's over.
i feel so lost.
like really really.
i really do try to be there.
when i'm not trying to study.
but somehow.
i can't make you open up to me.
i want to be there to listen to you.
somehow.
i don't dare say this to you personally either.
maybe i'm just a coward in more than one way.
wait.
i kinda know i am.
at least. i didn't get caught in the rain.
i don't fancy the idea of getting all transparent in my school uniform.
have to go study like crazy the next few days.
sighh.
Monday, October 30, 2006
- 7:26 PM
i hope i'm rid of chinese as of today.
paper one was weird.
i was glad i could even understand the compre passages.
it made sense to do it this time.
oh well.
i'm not going to see what i got wrong ever again.
so who cares.
i guess i am kinda sad that i kinda lost so much in short a short time.
that people are the way they are no matter how much you try to change things and actually be there for them.
but i guess at least i tried.
sigh. the world is unfair.
i don't know why i'm writing this.
there's chem practical tomorrow and i need to go study.
what is there to study?
i'll find something.
Monday, October 09, 2006
- 7:41 PM
roarrrr.
unfair!
everyone is ending tomorrow and i got another month of agony before it's all over.
MORE THAN A MONTH!
sigh.
oh well.
this year would mean an end to another huge chapter of my life.
i don't know what else i'll miss.
but i'm sure to miss nanyang.
all the friday-night cells which i'm always late for (it's not my fault)
dance practices! and definitely the studio!
all the fun and laughter hearing raj say 'ji-dan!'
i'm going to miss all that.
oh well.
just have to study a bit longer and i'll be going to back to dance!
yipee!
Sunday, October 01, 2006
- 1:10 PM
it's been a while since i posted.
it's less than a month to the o's and i feel so slack and not stressed!
is that good or bad?!
oh well.
i'm getting chubbier by the second.
i can feel it in my bones (and fats)
CHUBBY!
oh well.
must study.
i need dark chocolate ice cream,
the one without lumpy stuff in them.
my throat is starting to feel funny again.
ahhh.
two more weeks of school and i'm out of nanyang!
i don't want to gooo.
i don't want to grow up! ))):
Sunday, September 24, 2006
- 11:11 PM
my dad is queer.
he walked into the room.
asked my what i was doing, before i could answer him, he walked out and closed the door.
queer eh?
i know i haven't been updating much.
now that the prelims are over, i guess i have some time on my hands to spare.
especially since there isn't any school tomorrow, tuesday or wednesday.
but the most ridiculous thing is that i need to go back to school on wednesday for some dental treatment thing.
most would tell me not to go.
but i need my teeth cleaned urgently.
they haven't really been thoroughly cleaned since i took my braces off in march. (or was it april. i'm not sure.)
but oh well.
with the exams over, means the results follow.
THANK GOD I DID GREAT.(okay to me it was reasonably good.)i suppose 8 points can get me anywhere right. [but that's provided i pass my chinese, which currently may be a bit aof a problem]but that's not in my hands for now.
all i can say is that i'm thankful to have pulled through so far, it's been quite a ride i must say.
i remember starting out the year with my grades plunging, especially my math and english.
dance was taking this huge priority over my work. (which is terrible.)
i thought i wasn't going to be able to do well.
for midyears. i was totally disappointed with 13 points.
that was terribly pathetic i must say.
i kept failing my social studies. (somehow, the prcs seemed to do even better than me. queer eh?)
but yupp. i got my a1 for this exam. THANK GOD!
i was freaking out that i'd end up with 12 points. (mainly because of my humanities, having failed lit in the midyears.)
THANK GOD he pulled my through.
because i sincerly think i don't really deserve the results i'm getting.
though it still is worst than my sister's, i don't deserve it one bit.
but i guess it's meant to be.
THANK GOD!!
oh well.
now to conquer the o levels!
