Tuesday, June 27, 2006
- 10:27 PM


i knew today wasn't my day.

i got totally freaked out by marianne's math notes.
i didn't know how to do a thing.
at all.
i nearly fell asleep after fifteen minutes of sandra's ramblings.
i was tiring trying to avoid people i didn't want to meet.
but then again.
i don't know why i even bother.
i did my part.

my throat is getting sore and swollen.
i feel it starting to swell.

i spent two hours at venezia.
doing chit's homework and not realising i had my own.
eating lemon sorbet only and the very last quarter of an hour i was there.

abi nearly didn't want to go to the wake with us.
but she still did in the end.
poor soul had to run her 2.4km today.
hope she didn't fall asleep in tuition.

i had my opinions.
but i didn't say anything to try to help.
maybe part of me just wanted to see what would turn out in the end from wishful thinking.
or perhaps see the suffering of someone.
i'm getting sadistic again.

i can't seem to think of what to write for the lit paper.
which has hardly been touched.
i'm falling asleep.
for once i won't be sleeping at two plus in the morning again.


well there was something that was special.
never expected it.
but it made things all seem alot brighter in the midst of being bummed out.





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