Saturday, June 24, 2006
- 10:22 PM
i've come to a realisation today at church.i realised that everything that i've prayed for concerning dance.have all been answered.in the positive sense.THANK GOD.i wasn't meant to be in bolero.but now i am.i desperately wanted it so bad.just like the way i got into the opening item for Hat full of stars.especially when they were so many other strong dancers around.i'm really glad i've come this far.obviously not being born to be a dancer.i remember getting scolded by raj during the syf rehearsals.how much i cried after ms yeo told me that i didn't actually get past the auditions for syf.that was depressing.i guess from then on.i always doubted what i could do.i have other batch mates who have put in so much more than i have.they who have so much more passion than i do.but they still end up the same as me.i don't really think i deserve it.but i guess i really REALLY wanted it.and i got it.guess i was desperate enough to ask/pray about it.but on the 22nd of july.the last performance i'll ever get.i'm going to miss them all.sigh.
this feels weird.
i don't even know what i'm typing.
