((:

2006-12-25T21:28:00.000+08:00

oooh.
this is my hundredth post.
and this is going ou to the person that wished he made it more into my blog.
i'm sorry.
i never knew you read my blog everyday/everytime you were online.
i never knew you cared.
but yeah.
since you do. thanks r everything.
the times we've had were special.
very special.
thanks for everything. really.
you are special too. <33

2006-12-03T00:12:00.000+08:00

for the sake of sam, though i'm thinking of just not blogging anymore altogether.
don't want to blog.
byebye.

2006-11-02T16:14:00.000+08:00

lit was funny.
but i guess it's over.

i feel so lost.
like really really.
i really do try to be there.
when i'm not trying to study.
but somehow.
i can't make you open up to me.
i want to be there to listen to you.
somehow.
i don't dare say this to you personally either.
maybe i'm just a coward in more than one way.
wait.
i kinda know i am.

at least. i didn't get caught in the rain.
i don't fancy the idea of getting all transparent in my school uniform.
have to go study like crazy the next few days.
sighh.

2006-10-30T19:26:00.000+08:00

i hope i'm rid of chinese as of today.
paper one was weird.
i was glad i could even understand the compre passages.
it made sense to do it this time.
oh well.
i'm not going to see what i got wrong ever again.
so who cares.

i guess i am kinda sad that i kinda lost so much in short a short time.
that people are the way they are no matter how much you try to change things and actually be there for them.
but i guess at least i tried.
sigh. the world is unfair.

i don't know why i'm writing this.
there's chem practical tomorrow and i need to go study.
what is there to study?
i'll find something.

2006-10-09T19:41:00.000+08:00

roarrrr.
unfair!
everyone is ending tomorrow and i got another month of agony before it's all over.
MORE THAN A MONTH!
sigh.
oh well.

this year would mean an end to another huge chapter of my life.
i don't know what else i'll miss.
but i'm sure to miss nanyang.
all the friday-night cells which i'm always late for (it's not my fault)
dance practices! and definitely the studio!
all the fun and laughter hearing raj say 'ji-dan!'
i'm going to miss all that.

oh well.
just have to study a bit longer and i'll be going to back to dance!
yipee!

2006-10-01T13:10:00.000+08:00

it's been a while since i posted.
it's less than a month to the o's and i feel so slack and not stressed!
is that good or bad?!

oh well.
i'm getting chubbier by the second.
i can feel it in my bones (and fats)
CHUBBY!

oh well.
must study.
i need dark chocolate ice cream,
the one without lumpy stuff in them.

my throat is starting to feel funny again.

ahhh.
two more weeks of school and i'm out of nanyang!
i don't want to gooo.
i don't want to grow up! ))):

2006-09-24T23:11:00.000+08:00

my dad is queer.
he walked into the room.
asked my what i was doing, before i could answer him, he walked out and closed the door.
queer eh?

i know i haven't been updating much.
now that the prelims are over, i guess i have some time on my hands to spare.
especially since there isn't any school tomorrow, tuesday or wednesday.
but the most ridiculous thing is that i need to go back to school on wednesday for some dental treatment thing.
most would tell me not to go.
but i need my teeth cleaned urgently.
they haven't really been thoroughly cleaned since i took my braces off in march. (or was it april. i'm not sure.)
but oh well.

with the exams over, means the results follow.
THANK GOD I DID GREAT.
(okay to me it was reasonably good.)
i suppose 8 points can get me anywhere right.
[but that's provided i pass my chinese, which currently may be a bit aof a problem]
but that's not in my hands for now.
all i can say is that i'm thankful to have pulled through so far, it's been quite a ride i must say.

i remember starting out the year with my grades plunging, especially my math and english.
dance was taking this huge priority over my work. (which is terrible.)
i thought i wasn't going to be able to do well.
for midyears. i was totally disappointed with 13 points.
that was terribly pathetic i must say.
i kept failing my social studies. (somehow, the prcs seemed to do even better than me. queer eh?)
but yupp. i got my a1 for this exam. THANK GOD!
i was freaking out that i'd end up with 12 points. (mainly because of my humanities, having failed lit in the midyears.)
THANK GOD he pulled my through.
because i sincerly think i don't really deserve the results i'm getting.
though it still is worst than my sister's, i don't deserve it one bit.
but i guess it's meant to be.
THANK GOD!!
oh well.
now to conquer the o levels!

2006-08-21T19:59:00.000+08:00

i won't be messaging anyone till the start of september.
because as usual.
i have well exceeded my limit.
so please call i you really have to talk to me and need a reply.
thanks.
and prelims start tomorrow. ):

2006-08-19T21:28:00.000+08:00

i think i'm going to stop blogging for a while.
i'm tired.
i've got exams.
people read too much into things.
it's about time i got back to writing my diary.

WORK!

2006-08-18T12:58:00.000+08:00

it's the last ten minutes of lunch break now.
we just finished watching a korean movie. 我的马拉松.
something like that.
don't know if the words are right.
BUT IT'S SO NICE!

ahhha.
okay.
two more hours of lesson then i can go home and sleep a bit.
i'm tired.
i think i'll be going for practice tomorrow.
if not i'll never wake up.
ehhe.
can't wait to go for practice!
yesterday was so fun.
but it shows how flexible the dancers are.
sighh.

i'm tired.
lalala.

2006-08-15T16:43:00.000+08:00

screwe up oral screwed up oral
SCREWED UP ORAL!
i stumbled in the passage three times!
THREE TIMES!
roarrr.
picture totally sucked.
BIG TIME.

oh well.
it's over.

no school tomorrow!
i've been blogging alot recently.
i don't think it's very healthy.
i missed chem practical again today.
because of oral.

modern dance elections are next thursday.
i want to get three votes!
i'm going to miss the dancers! )):
but i'll be back this thursday to stock take one last time.
PLEASE RETURN YOUR COSTUMES BY THURSDAY! THAT'S TO JOANNE AND EVERYONE ELSE WHO HASN'T.

i'm hungry.
but fat! ):

2006-08-14T21:21:00.000+08:00

the dancers didn't get into teacher's day performance.
but at least they tried. ((:

[ ] you have gotten F9 grades for math
[x] you always do last min homework in class
[ ] you use your handphone to text your friends in class
[ ] your phone got confiscated before
[ ] you listen to your mp3,cd player in class
[x] you sleep in class [slept in class]
[ ] you curse teachers
[ ]you are always late for extra classes
[x] you doodle on tables
[ ] you make out in class
[ ]you are rebellious with some teachers
[ ] you always hand up work late
[ ]you make fun of the nerds and geeks.
[x] you have broken school rules
[ ]you always dun have the correct books [i don't even bring my books?]
[ ]you don't take notes
[x] recess is your favourite part of school
[ ]you hang out after school
[ ]you lie to your teachers about homework
[ ]you tell ur parents that you don't have homework, when
you actually do
[x] you have made someone cry in school
[x] you copied homework before
[ ] you threw away homework before and lied that you
didn't receive it at all
[x] you laugh at the way some teachers walk
[ ] you have been late couple of times
TOTAL:
8
and then multiply by 4.
i am 32% bad in school.

i'm such a good girl

2006-08-14T16:41:00.000+08:00

hello.
there's oral tomorrow!
help!!!
ahhh.
really hope i do well.
though the chance is slim.
considering we're right after all the gep pupils.
oh no!

oh well.
just got back from venezia after helping estelle with physics.
that girl doesn't study/listen in class.
but i must say.
she's really smart.
thank me estelle.
for bloating your ego.

ahh.
i hope tomorrow passes really quickly with me doing well for the oral.
so i won't be upset during the hol.
WEDNESDAY'S A HOLIDAY!
i want to watch the lakehouse.
but i guess i have to study.
sighh.

i end at 130 tomorrow!
ORAL!
*faints*

2006-08-12T22:40:00.000+08:00

i forgot to talk about yesterday!

i went to the planet shakers thing yesterday with abi.
and tahnks to it.
i had a pounding headache for the whole night till i slept.
the drums were so frigging loud.
even when they sang slow songs they had to play the drums.
when they started playing a slow tune.
i stood up.
they started playing the drums.
i sat down.
it totally drove me crazy.
remind me never again to go to such stuff.
and it was advertised as a party more than anything else on the posters and banners and stuff.
should have known.

i met some really weird friends of abi's.
they are just really really weird.

it was really weird waiting for my dad at the airport.
after half an hour.
he still had not come out.
i was getting so worried that he had left without me.
which he didn't!
he went to buy CHOYA! for my mom.
i think he was expecting my mom to be there to pick him up as well.
but she wasn't.
so i took taxi home with him.
and nearly puked on the taxi.
burger king wasn't such a good idea after all.
):

english oral is coming in 3 days time.
FREAKY!!
really hope i do well.

2006-08-12T22:34:00.000+08:00

i need to go back to dance.
i woke up today at 8+ which i don't normally do.
and found myself exceptionally free for a saturday.
THERE'S ANOTHER HAT FULL OF STARS NEXT YEAR AFTER SYF!
I WANT TO DOOOO!

i was listening in service today
it was rather odd.
but nevermind.

i was trying to watch the lakehouse from the cd abi burnt for me.
but it was too dark so i gave up and went to watch ms congeneality with my mom.
which i know i shouldn't be doing since the prelims are really near.
but oh well.
IT'S A SATURDAY!
IT'S THE WEEKEND!
YOU CAN'T MAKE ME WORK ALL WEEK!

lalalla.
TV TIME!

2006-08-12T22:22:00.000+08:00

[ ] I'm afraid of silence.
[ ] I Talk A LOT when I get really nervous.
[ ] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I'm afraid of the dark. [not really.unless i watch a horro film and start thinking about them before i go to sleep.]
[ ] I'm afraid of facing my back to open doors at night.
[ ] I can't sleep in a room if the door is open
[ ] I can't sleep in a room if the door is closed
[ ] I am afraid of gay or lesbian people.
[x] I believe in true love.
[ ] I've run away from home
[ ] I listen to political music
[ ] I collect comic books
[x] I shut others out when I'm sad.
[ ] I've stayed out all night.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I watch the news
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I love Disney movies. <333
[ ] I am a sucker for green eyes.
[ ] I am a sucker for brown eyes.
[ ] I am a sucker for blue eyes
[ ] I dont kill bugs
[x] I curse. [not much]
[x] I have an "x" in my screen name. [xueen?!]
[x] I've slipped and fell in public.
[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation
[ ] I love Spam...
[ ] I bake well
[ ] I have worn pajamas to class.
[x] I have owned something from Abercrombie.
[ ] I want a better job.
[ ] Talked on a phone for 6+ hours.
[ ] I love Dr. Phil.
[ ] I like multiple people
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I am self-conscious.
[x] I love to laugh.
[ ] I have smoked a pack in one day.
[ ] I loved Lord of the Flies. [it was a good book though]
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I have a lot of scars.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I love chocolate. <33333
[ ] I bite my nails.
[ ] I am not comfortable with being me.
[x] I play computer games when I'm bored.
[x] Gotten lost in the city. [I GOT LOST IN TAKASHIMAYA WHEN I WAS 3! MY SISTER LEFT ME ALONE!]
[ ] Thought of suicide before.
[ ] Seen a shooting star.
[ ] Had a menage a trois.
[ ] Gone out in public in my pajamas
[ ] Have kissed someone really strange....
[ ] Hugged a stranger.
[ ] Been in a bloody fist fight with someone of a diff. sex.
[x] Been in a fist fight [LITTLE BROTHER!]
[ ] Been arrested.
[ ] Laughed and had some type of beverage comeout of my nose.
[x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] Made out in an elevator.
[ ] Swore at Liberace.
[x] Kicked a guy where it hurts on purpose. [hahahah! little brother!]
[ ] Been skydiving.
[ ] Been bungee jumping.
[ ] Gotten stitches
[ ] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
[x] Bitten someone
[ ] Been to Niagara Falls.
[x] Gotten the chicken pox.
[ ] Crashed into a car.
[x] been to Japan. [TOKYO DISNEYLAND IS <333!]
[x] Ridden in a taxi.
[ ] Shoplifted
[ ] Been fired.
[x] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] Stole something from your job.
[ ] Gone on a blind date.
[ ] Had a crush on a teacher/coach.
[ ] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[x] Been to Europe.
[ ] Slept with a co-worker, and/or employee.
[ ] Been to New York
[ ] Been married
[ ] Gotten divorced
[ ] Saw someone/something dying.
[ ] Have a list of people you want to kill.
[ ] Driven over 400 miles in one day.
[ ] Been to Canada.
[x] Been on a Plane.
[ ] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] Thrown up in a bar or club
[x] Eaten sushi.
[ ] Been snowboarding.
[x] Care for someone sooo much
[ ] Taken a picture just for the sole purpose of putting it on myspace/friendster.
[x] Been ice skating
[x] Cried in public.
[ ] Walked purposely into traffic with your eyesclosed.
[ ] Been at a party and instead of giving out your phone number you give them your myspace name and say look me up
[x] Liked someone even though you knew you shouldn't have.
[x] Thought of someone a lot lately.
[ ] Hate the world.
[x] Love someone who doesn’t realize it.
[ ] Have your cell phone permanently attached to your hand/hip
[x] Cried over a guy/girl you didnt even go out with

2006-08-09T18:21:00.000+08:00

i feel like a fool.
i most probably am one.

turns out i'm a lot more possessive than i though i would be.
sucks to you.

bah.
you wouldn't even read this.

2006-08-07T20:16:00.000+08:00

I HAD DARK CHOCOLATE GELATO TODAY!
DARK CHOCOLATE ICE CREAM IS <333!

we had national day celebrations.
well it was somewhat national celebrations.
but we didn't get to sing songs.
i wanted to sing songs!!
i hope we get to sing it tomorrow.
haha.
singing it in the middle of turf city.
so exciting!!

cross country is tomorrow.
so not going to be fun.
at least it's only half day. ((:
i want to watch tokyo drift!
+ lakehouse.

i get to see darling abigail tomorrow!
yay.
my throat is starting to get sore!
NO! CANNOT!
i need my voice for next week's english oral!
ROARR! [if only i could]
lalala.

shall go dream of my dark chocolate ice cream.

2006-08-03T21:14:00.000+08:00

JIAYING DOESN'T WANT TO GO WITH GYM FIESTA WITH ME!!

AND MY BROTHER IS BLASTING CLAY AIKEN'S SONGS.
WHICH ARE TERRIBLY DISTURBING.
I COULD HEAR THEM FROM THE TOILET WHEN I WAS BATHING.

I HEARD GYM FIESTA IS REALLY NOT THAT FABULOUS.
THERE'S GOES MY TWELVE BUCKS.
MAYBE IT'S BE WORTH IT TO WATCH THE DANCERS PERFORM THE DANCE THAT I'VE LEARNT HALFWAY.
IT'S A FUN DANCE!

OH MANN!
MY BROTHER IS PUT ALL THE CLAY AIKEN SONGS ON REPLAY.
ROARRR.

THE WEEK'S ENDING!
NATIONAL DAY IS COMING.
HANG YOUR FLAGS PEOPLE!
TIME TO SHOW YOUR LOYALTY!

2006-07-31T23:10:00.000+08:00

my cell is splitting up.
))))):

but for now.
much ♥ to all of them.

2006-07-26T19:54:00.000+08:00

i'm kinda screwing up.

i was superr blur in lessons today.
and my jaw dropped several times.
for no reason.
i was just BLURR.

i forgot to tell my dad to bring back the reciept for my dry cleaning of the costume.
and he got rather pissed i only told him when he came back.
i think he just left for his office to get it for me.
but he's pissed!
like really really pissed.
partly because my siblings pissed him off as well.
at least i won't get scolded by raj.
if he is going to get my reciept.

no one has done stock taking!
diee!
bahh.

2006-07-24T16:01:00.000+08:00

the movie we watched made me cry.
only at the happy happy part though.

SOMEONE ATE MY CHERRY!! ))':

blahh.
there's so much work i haven't done.
sigh.
i'm too tired and sad to do anything.
prelims are in five weeks time.
i'm dead.
physics test wasn't spectacular.
i already found a mistake.
sighh.

i still wonder where i should go for jc.
i'm tired.

2006-07-23T23:09:00.000+08:00

NYMD IS <333!

2006-07-19T19:47:00.000+08:00

yesterday's practice at the esplanade wasn't exactly the most fantastic.
in fact we got scolded and raj wore pink.
he was in such a foul mode.
so upsetting.
but there's so space on stage how are we going to go full out then.
ROARR.
i don't want to wear stockings. )):
probably slip off the stage and diee.
its ugly.
looks like you have blotchy skin.
if it's all cut up.
come to think if it.
i don't even have stockings.

i'm in no mood to start my work.
even though i have that newspaper poem to finish doing.
i need to do math and physics.
i don't like school very much.
and i don't want to bring my costumes to school tomorrow for practice.

toh ghim lian came in for PCCG today.
her english was so bad.
listening to her in chinese was so much less painful.
even though i didn't understand most of the four-words stuff.
she couldn't even bring herself to say pre-marital sex.
i wonder what it'd been like if we had mr chia instead.
i think the class will be roaring with laughter.
apparently some people in class think its okay to have premarital sex.
me and jiayin just went huh?!
and as staring wide-eyed at the board and at them.
sichen said they never had such talks in china.
hmmm.
oh well.

better go do lit before sandra makes me stay back with her.

2006-07-17T20:39:00.000+08:00

my birthday's over.
no thanks to the embarrassment my cousin gave me on sunday.

i'm going to get take tonnes of bubble bath when i finally live on my own.
to use up all the bath bubbles that i've been given.

yupp.
there's esplanade rehearsals tomorrow.
NO LESSONS!!
whoopee!

i'm fat.
can't believe i have to wear bolero for flag raising.
it better not be sweltering hot.

2006-07-14T17:49:00.000+08:00

school today wasn't that bad.
we had bio and physic prac.
i spent a total of one and a half hours sitting in class today.
that's considerably little.

after school i went to

yupp.
it was considerably fun.
my mom just came home.roar.
anyway.
then we walked to coro so that i could buy a new pe tee.
which is quite pointless really.
since i'm leaving soon.
but anyway.
in the line at ntuc.
me and estelle say this really really cute baby!

yupp.
going to take my bath and go for cell soon.
yipee.

can't believe i have to be in school by eight tomorrow.
that's hardly even morning.
roarr.
just hope practice ends early.
yupp.

2006-07-11T21:55:00.000+08:00

i'm so tired i can hardly keep my eyes open.
and there's still social studies SBQ left to do before tomorrow's lesson.
hope i don't get chased out of class.

after practice today.
my foot hurts.
its hurting on my instep.
which is just the wrong place to hurt.
roar.

chem test coming up.
hope i'm able to find my notes.
today's practical was a near disaster.
all my papers were wet by the end of it.

four more days baby.
that kinda scares me. ):

2006-07-10T16:49:00.000+08:00

FIVE DAYS MORE BABY!

2006-07-09T23:13:00.000+08:00

i want FRANCE to win!!
lalalalalla.
wheehee.

my birthday's coming.
but i'm kinda dreading it a little.
)):
i don't want to be sad the way i was last year.
all thanks to someone.blehhh.
if i'm sad this year.
i don't want my birthday to come anymore.
not ever.

2006-07-06T21:14:00.000+08:00

i was just reading a blog that i haven't read for a long while.
i was just amusing to see how people clamour for attention when they have lost their 'popularity' with those that they were once close to.
now all they have are people who are trying to suck up.
though even then i don't see the point.

today's bio practical had me slicing stinking potatoes i don't fancy very much.
and counting kiwi seeds.
i nearly wanted to link my fingers after digging out the kiwi seeds.
but it smelt sour.
so hah.

practice was okay i guess.
the costumes were of ridiculous sizes.
i ended up with bernice's costume.
which is a huge difference from the one i originally had.

yay.
tomorrow school ends early.
i need to prepare for word tomorrow.
hope i don't screw up.
the irony is that the topis is: DO NOT WORRY.

2006-07-05T20:49:00.000+08:00

i am so tired.
even sitting in front of the computer to print chitra's oral thing is making me fall asleep.
aaahhh.
dance today was okay.
better than i had expected.
but the music constantly confuses me.

and raj had to add in hands after i got the confusing part figured out.
it took me another ten minutes to get the rough idea going.
still screwed up in the end.
but it was fun.
in a way.

i'm going to be late for practice with the band tomorrow! ):
can't believe i have to stay back till 430 to do bio lab.
ahhh.
i think i'll faint on the field tomorrow.
of exhaustion or frustration.
if that's ever possible.
i'll be one hour late.
possibly more.
hope raj doesn't decide to wear a funny colour and have unpredictable moods.

yupp.
i'm so glad i missed ng wai foon's lesson yesterday.
everytime jiayin heard the words 'isn't it?'
she got so annoyed.

hahah.
today at assembly.
xiaowen kept nodding off.
me and jiayin were kicking her chair to keep her awake.
no thanks to chua mei hong walking around.
but it didn't work.
two seconds after we kicked her chair.
she was falling asleep again.
at first her head as nodding towards the front.
then suddenly her head dropped back.
i nearly burst out laughing in the midst of the silent and dozing auditorium.
that kept me in stitches for a while.
it really was funny.
hahahhaha.

okay.
there's ice cream in the house!

2006-06-29T19:04:00.000+08:00

today was one of the rare few practices that i turned superr tomato red.
yunyi said i look like a tracker.
no thanks to the fact that i can't run.
and that i hate it too.
combined with the band is a total disaster.
TOTAL!
never once was the timing correct.
)):

my throbbing headache is back.
the pain in my lower back is back as well.
hope the old injury isn't back.
i'm tired + hungry.

tomorrow's school day brings the freedom of having NO lessons!!
but we have tonnes to do for the saturday funfair.
then there's the rehearsal for the nanyang family concert.
NANYANG GLITTERS!
i still find that name a bit primary-school-ish.
oh well.
isn't up to me to decide anyway.

i shall slack today.
and be happy!
((:

2006-06-27T22:27:00.000+08:00

i knew today wasn't my day.

i got totally freaked out by marianne's math notes.
i didn't know how to do a thing.
at all.
i nearly fell asleep after fifteen minutes of sandra's ramblings.
i was tiring trying to avoid people i didn't want to meet.
but then again.
i don't know why i even bother.
i did my part.

my throat is getting sore and swollen.
i feel it starting to swell.

i spent two hours at venezia.
doing chit's homework and not realising i had my own.
eating lemon sorbet only and the very last quarter of an hour i was there.

abi nearly didn't want to go to the wake with us.
but she still did in the end.
poor soul had to run her 2.4km today.
hope she didn't fall asleep in tuition.

i had my opinions.
but i didn't say anything to try to help.
maybe part of me just wanted to see what would turn out in the end from wishful thinking.
or perhaps see the suffering of someone.
i'm getting sadistic again.

i can't seem to think of what to write for the lit paper.
which has hardly been touched.
i'm falling asleep.
for once i won't be sleeping at two plus in the morning again.

well there was something that was special.
never expected it.
but it made things all seem alot brighter in the midst of being bummed out.

2006-06-24T22:22:00.000+08:00

i've come to a realisation today at church.i realised that everything that i've prayed for concerning dance.have all been answered.in the positive sense.THANK GOD.i wasn't meant to be in bolero.but now i am.i desperately wanted it so bad.just like the way i got into the opening item for Hat full of stars.especially when they were so many other strong dancers around.i'm really glad i've come this far.obviously not being born to be a dancer.i remember getting scolded by raj during the syf rehearsals.how much i cried after ms yeo told me that i didn't actually get past the auditions for syf.that was depressing.i guess from then on.i always doubted what i could do.i have other batch mates who have put in so much more than i have.they who have so much more passion than i do.but they still end up the same as me.i don't really think i deserve it.but i guess i really REALLY wanted it.and i got it.guess i was desperate enough to ask/pray about it.but on the 22nd of july.the last performance i'll ever get.i'm going to miss them all.sigh.

this feels weird.
i don't even know what i'm typing.

2006-06-21T10:35:00.000+08:00

its been a week since i last posted.
was caught up in a whirpool of things that has been freaking me out.
and for once my tagboard's 'alive and kicking' to quote chit.

i have just spent the last ten minutes staring at a poster filled with the world cup teams and trying to pick out the hottest and cutest guys.
chit is gushing over them with me even though she can't see them.
i feel like a total bimbo.
which i most admittedly AM NOT.

i've only got today to finish cramming my work.
before i pop over to yunning's tomorrow to bake.
grow fat.
teach her chem.
teach marianne math.
go home.
watch my parents leave in a taxi.
and grow fat again.

then friday.
i'd be out.
the first time in two weeks.
if i'm even allowed out.
the last day of sonic fest!!

okay.
maybe i'm not as happy as i make myself out to be.
i really ought to do something out of my pointless meaningless life.
i'm depressed.
sigh.

i wonder where's the stash of chocolate.

2006-06-14T23:45:00.000+08:00

The Girly Test

My fingernails/toenails are almost always painted
During the summer pretty much the only shoes i wear are flip flops
My favourite toy as a child were barbies
My favourite color is purple
I did Gymnastics
I love skirts
Hollister is my favorite place to shop
Tight jeans are the only jeans i'll wear
I love chocolate
I've never had a real job
TOTAL: 2

My hair is straightened
I have at least 8 friendster pictures
I usually go shopping once a week
I love to hang out with friends
I have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace
I've gone to a tanning salon
Ive gone to the beach to tan - not to swim
I have at least 10 pairs of shoes
I watch either the OC or Laguna Beach
I change my icon weekly
TOTAL: 2

I wear a shower cap
I would NEVER step foot into Hot Topic
My cell phone might as well become a part of me
I wear mascara everyday
I've been or am on a diet
Bathing suits are adorable
I dont know the difference between a sheep and a goat
Big sunglasses are hot
I have gotten my nails done
I own over 10 purses
TOTAL: 2

MTV is one of my favorite channels
All i want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys
I love to have other girls do my hair
I give and receive hugs from all my friends
I hate bugs, snakes, lizards, spiders
Carnivals are so fun
Summer is THE best season
My swimsuit has 2 pieces
I'm waiting for my knight in shining armor
Pianists are so hot
TOTAL: 5

You write me a poem and tell me Im beautiful and I'm all yours
I am self-conscious
I cry often
My car smells like vanilla
My dishes get washed more then once a week
I dont do sports
I HATE to run
I squeal when i am surprised or angry
I eat dried fruit as a snack
I love romance novels
TOTAL: 5

Drew Barrymore is so cute
I dance a lot
I usually spend over an hour to get ready to leave my house
I only have like 5 billion hair products
I love to get dressed up
Every part of my outfit needs to match
I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends
I would love to have a photo shoot of myself
Price on clothes hardly matters
I apply lip gloss 50 times a day
TOTAL: 2

I wish i were a model
I wish i could meet Paris Hilton to slap her
I have been something that was slutty on halloween
I own Uggs
Hip Hop is the best music
I pop my collar
I like to be the center of attention
Guys with Mohawks are crazy
Horses are beautiful
I'd rather not pay attention in school
TOTAL: 3

Cats are adorable
I write my own music/song/lyric
I would love to visit Hawaii
Valentine's day!
I like White is better then black
I wouldn't be caught dead in all black
My closet is STOCK FULL of clothes
I hate the grunge look of a beard
I love to read gossip magazines
I love to gossip
TOTAL: 3

I had Lisa Frank folders, posters as a kid
I love Celine dion
My bubble baths are 2 hr long
My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned
My friends and i are in a strict group. We mostly only hang out with each other
I like kids
Diet drinks are the best
Im all about being vegetarian
I refuse to eat at McDonald's
I check my friendster everyday
TOTAL: 3

I LOVE life
I have a lot of jewlery
Claires has cheap jewlery
My screen names have x's in them
Either one of my friendster profile has/had <3
I would never want to be the opposite sex
It's not what he/she said it's the way he/she said it
I have more than 3 pillows on my bed
I have a stuffed toy sleeping beside me
I love tidy and clean places
TOTAL: 3

grand total: 31/100

i doubt my sexuality at times.

2006-06-14T16:48:00.000+08:00

i was just watching the vidoe of sam jon lo and ryan.
of them doing the stupidest and most gay-wannabe routine ever.
and its always funny watching it over and over again.
i want camp back.

my sister said her studying plan is going down the drain.
i never had one to start with.
i'll do my comprehension later.
the ferrero rocher at home are stale.

2006-06-12T23:52:00.000+08:00

The Rules:
1. You can only say YES or NO!
2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone comments to the entry and asks.

Taken a picture naked? NO
Made out with a member of the same sex? NO
Danced in front of your mirror? yupp
Told a lie? yes
Gotten in a car with people you just met? nope
Been in a fist fight? yes
Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? yes
Been arrested? no
Left your house without telling your parents? yes
Ditched school to do something more fun? nope
Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? yes
Seen someone die? no
Kissed a picture? no
Slept in until 3? not yet
Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? yes
Played dress up? yes
Fallen asleep at work/school? yes
Felt an earthquake? no
Touched a snake? yes
Ran a red light? i don't drive?!
Had detention? nahh
Been in a car accident? yes
Pole danced? no
Been lost? YES!
Sang karaoke? nope
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? yes
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? yes
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? yes
Kissed in the rain? no
Sang in the shower? yes
Got your tongue stuck to a pole? nope
Ever gone to school partially naked? no
Sat on a roof top? yes
Played chicken? no
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? yepp
Been told you're hot by a complete stranger? no
Broken a bone? no
Mooned/flashed someone? no
Forgotten someone's name? yes
Slept naked? nah
Blacked out from drinking? no
Played a prank on someone? yes
Felt like killing someone? no
Made a parent cry? yes
Cried over someone? yes
Had sex more than 5 times in one day? NOOO
Had/Have a dog? no
Been in a band? no
Drank 25 sodas in a day? no
Shot a gun? nope

2006-06-12T16:42:00.000+08:00

i totally screwed up at dance today.
i wasn't even warmed up before the class ended.
and he had to pick me out.
but heck.
i was there for like 50 mins.

2006-06-09T14:42:00.000+08:00

church camp was a blast!
except that now i'm haunted by tonnes of mosquito bites.
i got even bitten on my face when i was sleeping.
mosquitos get let into the room!
so i'm constantly scratching myself.

besides all the sucky food and having to survive on cheese cake, soup and bread.
everything else was good!!
getting into pillow fights with the boys was superr amusing.
especially when kegan was trying to be macho as he can be.
sam was trying to make the bed 'nice nice'.
and jump on it again.
sitting by the pool and listen to samuel sing in his fake voice was just the best.
watching jon lo, sam and ryan rehearse for their video just proved the point that they are weird and extremely potentially gay.

now that i'm back and trying to get my work done.
i shall wait for the world cup fever to start and be a couch potato.

2006-06-02T22:19:00.000+08:00

TAN YUNNING!
please be a good girl so i would have less of CMH talking to me to ask me to talk to you to be a good girl.
so she doesn't have to treat it as a discipline case.
neither do i want your mom calling me or appearing at my front steps.
but i know she likes me!

its been a horrible day.
say for the movie and buying a skipping rope at toy 'r' us.
besides that everything was totally agonizing.
not that i really cared much.

i think i really made the right choice this time.
but thats it.
i shall be happy and try to finish my homework before the holidays end.
for once.

2006-06-01T20:25:00.000+08:00

aaah.
i can't believe i got kicked out of parts again.
i always get kicked out of parts whenever i'm not at practice.
and i'm missing two practices next week.
roar!
i want to do bolero!
sigh.
don't want to go for camp already.
)):

i'm watching over the hedge tomorrow!
yay!
shall watch cute drawings hop all over the screen!

2006-05-30T19:15:00.000+08:00

lalala
lets see how small this font shows up on the page.this is so obviously clear.
SCHOOL SUCKS!
there are still three more days of extra lessons.
im missing dance on thursday. )):
i've got an essay to complete by tomorrow and i'm stuck.
totally stuck.
its so 'un-developable'.
and there are tonnes and tonnes of homework to do.
i'm going to faint and die.
i'm not so excited about camp anymore.
bleh.

2006-05-23T19:58:00.000+08:00

i just about screwed up everything that i possibly could.
bah.
i need a life.

2006-05-17T22:16:00.000+08:00

i'm never going to give yunning advice ever again!!
she didn't take the advice that me or felicia gave her.
she listened to a random guy who said: I DON'T KNOW!!
stupid boy!

anyhow.
EXAMS ARE OVER!
yipee.
just that the results will be returned on friday.
well some of them.

there's dance tomorrow!!
can't wait.
totally out of shape!
bleh.

shall go watch tv and relax now.
lalala

2006-05-16T19:11:00.000+08:00

yunning's always getting into trouble.
her mom [in her primary school look-alike white running shoes] was waiting outside my house for 10 minutes.
and she was off in cold storage.

anyhow.
its the last paper tomorrow!!
and i'd be off in ikea with my school uniform looking like i played truant.
and eating swedish meatballs.
+ CRANBERRY SAUCE!

then we'll be out with felicia!!
been so long since i last talked to her.
lalala.

2006-05-12T12:39:00.000+08:00

i made my choice.
i'm kinda glad i did.
at least i know where i'm headed for the time being.
and i still got my best friend.

still got four more papers to go.
i kinda screwed the rest up already.
but i'm kinda happy with my CA marks.
they were better than i had expected.

there's no dance tomorrow.
i wonder why.
was planning on going.
since i'll probably spend the morning sleeping instead.

shall go shove earrings in my ear holes before they closee!
hhh!

2006-05-02T18:51:00.000+08:00

i went to the toilet in school today.
and when i was washing my hands.
i realised my hair makes me look like a noob.
like one of those annoying sec twos.
bleh.
grow hair grow!
shall get a nice cut after the esplanade show!

exams are in three days time.
and i haven't been doing anything.
besides being sad over my bio test.
which was totally screwed.
oh well.

i'm annoyed too.
but i shall focus my thoughts on math at the moment.
tata

2006-04-30T10:47:00.000+08:00

yay!!
i got my new phone!
and a haircut.

see if i can upload a photo

ahha.my face is huge!
okay.shall go do math homework now.sighh

2006-04-29T11:11:00.000+08:00

i want to go back to the studio!
soo badly!
but i decided to sleep in today and study bio!
not very successful i must say.
will start after this.

i think my throat is getting sore all over again.sigh.
okay.shall study.

its happening all over again.
i don't know why.
but i guess i shouldn't care since you're acting like a diva.
and since you don't appreciate it.
i guess i shouldn't even try then.

2006-04-26T20:17:00.000+08:00

i shall blog to tell the world:

DOTA'S EVIL!!

its dumb to get agitated over a computer game.
it really is.

2006-04-25T22:10:00.000+08:00

something always has to screw up for me.
so when something is at first screwed and gets better.
something else screws itself up.
today.
it was the BIO TEST!!
it was sooo superrr hard!
and i really mean it this time!!

there's chinese test tomorrow!
haven't finished studying!!

albert desperately needs people to go for his concert.
he's in strings.
so if you want to go approach albert!!
he's in chinese high by the way.
its on the 7th of may [sunday] 730 pm at HCI drama centre.
its 10 bucks.
he's really desperate.

my throat is starting to get sore again.

2006-04-23T17:51:00.000+08:00

last week totally wasn't my week.
i kept screwing up day after day.
i think i kinda screwed up saturday as well.
even though i had fun and stuff.

midyears are coming up sooo soon.
and i obviously haven't started doing anything about it yet.
but i shall.after this week's test are over.

kinda hate sec four.
i've stopped cca already.
that's a relief.
since raj is getting rather crappy and annoying.

no matter how good burn the floor was.
i'm still glad i went out to celebrate bestie's birthday.
even with the extremely high risk of running into my parents who were at orchard at that time too.
they were getting my brother a new handphone for his birthday!
i want one too!
probably in june. ((:
but yeah.
take the lead wasn't bad.
but i watched it more for the dance bit.
and the superr hot figures.
we ran into rach and kegan after that.
poor rachel nearly had to spend her whole birthday with kegan.
no offense to kegan.
but it would have been just weird.
thank goodness to her chinese high friend.
i remember vanessa saying he was cute.
but all she did was have two cups of coffee.
i told ryan she was meeting a guy.
he didn't believe me.
went to church blah blah blah.
and there went my day.

okay shall rush lit now.
turns out we have to do her work for her.
kinda expected it.
blehhh

2006-04-19T22:06:00.000+08:00

1. Pick your birth month.
2. Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
3. Bold the five-ten that best apply to you.
4. Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months.

JULY: Fun to be with. OF COURSE!! Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. ~~Has reputation.~~ ?? i do? ~~Easily consoled.~~ ~~Honest.~~ not all the time? Concerned about people's feelings. ~~Tactful.~~ nonsense ~~Friendly.~~ ~~Approachable.~~ ask my juniors.bet they'll strongly object Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. ~~Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.~~ Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. ~~Treats others equally.~~ Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. ~~Hardworking.~~ ~~No difficulties in studying.~~ Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. ~~Prone to having stomach and dieting problems.~~ I DO NOT DIET! Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

that was mine!!

JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistical. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

it was meant for LJ's but yeah.
HERE IT IS!!

there's practice tomorrow!!!
YIPEE!!

2006-04-16T19:24:00.000+08:00

at the prayer thing yesterday.
i was so sure they played the song for FLYING!!
but yeah.

I SAW MS CHAN DANCE TODAY!!
be jealous fellow MDers!!
HAHA.

HAPPY EASTER PEOPLE!

2006-04-14T22:22:00.000+08:00

was just reading jiaying's.hilary's.nicole's and kerri's blog.
and i started reminiscing about dance night.
really going to miss the dancers and raj after esplanade show is over.
i'm going to miss the studio too.
even though its still littered with the chinese dancers stinking shoes.
but I WILL BE BACK!!
to visit.of course.
I <3 NYMD!!

is good friday meant to be happy?
i don't know.
but i heard people saying:
HAPPY GOOD FRIDAY!!
plus *stick outs hand to shake*

but oh well.
went for a movie.

had this guy who kept calling and speaking in a totally random language.
he kept hanging up on me too.
but i think he finally gave up calling.
yay!

parents not coming back tonight.
heh.((:

2006-04-13T18:41:00.000+08:00

i smoked through physics test!
thank god.
but i still didn't answer one of the questions.

oh well.
practice today was okay i guess.
i just realised my upper back aches.

its good friday tomorrow!!

i'm not sure what to do now.
not sure whether i regret it.
but surely its killing me at school.
its making me even more unfocused when i try not to feel that way.
bleh.
i wasn't really listening to darling jinghua towards the end of the lesson.
at least mass dance made things a bit happier.
((:

tanyewling says i'm a good student.
i think she's lying.
thank goodness chitra didn't decide to come see my parents.
if not i'd just curl up and die.

finally i'd be able to get some proper sleep.

2006-04-11T09:28:00.000+08:00

its raining really really heavily outside!
i want to see a rainbow!!

shanti just told me that they raised the napfa standard!!
DIE!!
sigh.

JOY LUCK CLUB SUCKS!
anyone who wants to help me with my question is gladly welcome.
How Jingmei's story forms the structural act of the novel: the relation between the four sections containing four separate narratives.

ITS RAINING!!

2006-04-10T20:17:00.000+08:00

1.what is your middle name?- do i have one? NO.

2. what size is your bed?- a pathetic single.hmph

3. what are you listening to right now?- the humming of the computer.my thoughts.i can also hear my brother breathing really loudly.

4. what are the last 2 digits in yourphone number?- 42

5. what was the last thing you ate?- rice with golden mushrooms and egg and some other funny stuff.my mom was experimenting

6. Last person you hugged?- can't rememberr

7. how is the weather right now?- humid.

8. who was the last person you talked to on the phone?- my dad

9.what is the first thing you notice about the opposite/same sex?- their clothes.

10. do u have a GF \ BF?- no.thank goodness

11. do you want children?- i love kids.but i can't imagine being pregnant.

12. ever get so drunk you don't remember the entire night?- never got drunk.

13. hair color?- dark brown

14. eye color?- dark brown

15. What's your favorite thing to do?- lots of things

16. favorite holiday?- CHRISTMAS!!

17. favorite season?- there's always something to look forward to in every season.

18. ever cried for no reason?- uh.nahh.not that emotional.

19. Last movie you watched?- uhm.nanny mc phee. i think

20. how many mirrors are in your room?- 1

21. do you know any fall out boy songs?- i don't know

22. have you ever decapitated a barbie doll?- never liked playing with barbie dolls

23. do you enjoy the sensational taste of starbucks?- starbucks has a sensational taste?

24. Does the word "horcrux" mean anything to you?- nope.

25. Do you have any friends of the gay preference?- yupp.but he's so superr nice

26. Do you think Jesus is great?- YES! of course!!

27. Is cheese like the best food ever, or what?- not really.

28. what book are you reading?- THE DARNED JOY LUCK CLUB!!

29. Piercing?- one on each ear?

30. Favorite movie?- ITALIAN JOB!!

31. favorite soccer team?- uh.nah.

32. What were you doing before filling this out?- reading joy luck club

33. Any pets?- they all died.

34 Dogs or Cats?- DOGS! cats are scary.

35. Favorite flower?- white roses!!

36. Have you ever been caught doing something you weren't supposed to?- who hasn't?

37. have you ever loved someone?- yepp.

38. who would you like to see right now?- JESUS!

39. Whats your favorite color?- red;orange;yellow;lime green;black and white

40. Have you ever fired a gun?- no.

41. Do you like to travel by plane?- its okay i guess

42. Right or left-handed?- right.

43. If you could be with someone right now who would it be?- hmmm.i don't know

44. How many pillows do you sleep with? ONE

45. Are you missing someone?- sorta.

46. Do you have a tattoo?- NO

47. do you still watch cartoons on Saturdaymorning?- nah.but it was fun!!

48. Are you hiding something from someone?- yupp/

49. What do you feel like doing right now ?- going for dance practice!!

50. are you happy with life now ?- rather.but i guess it could be better. ((:

2006-04-09T19:43:00.000+08:00

my throat hurts!
like really really painful.

i couldn't sleep last night.
and start spamming people's inbox.
which sucks since i have a limited number of sms.

tests are coming up.
there's still that weird lit thing to do.
but i'm lazyy.
don't want to do my work.

2006-04-06T19:46:00.000+08:00

i think raj just got a new wardrobe.
don't see him in hiw red versace t-shirt anymore.
or the one with the arrow pointing down.
its now all funny weird colours that don't allow us to predict his mood.

eliza is talking nonsense to me.
but its fun.
heh.

i have to lead worship tomorrow!!
ahh.
don't want to.
haven't felt like doing much for the cell recently.
oh well.
maybe except hospitality.
but bleh!

tomorrow's friday!!
rejoice!!

i can't believe i stupidly volunteered to be at school at 830 on saturday morning to prance around in court shoes and embarrass myself in front of primary schoolers.
i can't do tap for nuts!

vanessa's pulling out of esplanade show.
she's left me partnerless.
so now i've got estelle.
who's skin and bones in comparism to me.
but hmph.

there was a huge space next to me today.
for the ballet part of amazonic.
vaneh and jiayuan weren't there.
bleh.

okay.
SIX chapters of physics to study for next week's test.

2006-04-04T20:16:00.000+08:00

my brother is soo rude.
tsk.

my social studies teacher wants to see my mom concerning my one and only failing subject.
i really really dislike social studies.
so stressed by it.
bleh.

i'm quite happy over something today.
but heh.

yesterday eliza went to venezia with me to talk nonsense.
and try to do math.
it was quite funny la.

midyears are in exactly a month's time.
30 DAYS!!
sigh.
shall go dig up notes.
and start being a nerd.

2006-04-01T00:04:00.000+08:00

You Are 60% Boyish and 40% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

that makes some sense.hm.

2006-03-30T19:16:00.000+08:00

dance today was quite fun.
time seemed to pass really quickly.
like really really quickly.

THANK GOD i'm not doing the combined dance.
its with nanyang KINDERGARTEN,
not even nanyang primary.
so raj got all the short people.
hah.

tomorrow's friday!!
YAY!!
but there are tests next week.

midyears are coming really soon.
darn.
i haven't even learnt most of the stuff.
OH NO!!
aahh.

2006-03-27T18:39:00.000+08:00

I GOT MY BRACES OFF!!!

but i think i look funny.
hmph.
oh well.

i made ryan go change marianne's bag for me.
even though yunning says i'm mean and that it was a gay thing for him to do.
but he was nice enough to. ((:
i wasn't going to go all the way the plaza sing after dental just to make sure marianne's mom was going to get a flawless spotlessly clean white handbag for her birthday.
okay.
maybe i would have.
but he didn't have anything to do.
so might as well.
so marianne.
don't blame him for stealing your dinner date on saturday!!

okay.i forgot to bring my file back.
when i got to the bus stop i realised i didn't have my PINK file.
i walked all the way back to class just to get it.

think i'm growing fat.
PRELIMS oral tomorrow!!
AHHH.

2006-03-26T13:00:00.000+08:00

yesterday's flag day was one of a kind.
a guy didn't want to donate and walked off.
i said thank you to him.
then later he came back from 7-11 and dropped 50cents into the tin and said:
'for saying thank you so loudly!'
took a sticker and walked off.

but singaporeans are just so miserly.
they dig out this huge handful of coins.
then they pick the smallest coin to drop into the tin.
just so that they can get a sticker and not donate again.

some of them say they have no change.
time and time again.
i was tempted to say notes were gladly welcome.
but for the sake of out school's reputation.

and its soo amusing that they stick the sticker so proudly on their chest as if they just gave away half their fortune.

duael wasn't that bad.
it was quite good really.
too bad gary's leaving nanyang.
so will i but oh well.
i'll miss nanyang after all the o level nonsense they've been shoving at us.

2006-03-22T22:35:00.001+08:00

its halfway through the school week now.
yay.

heard ticket sales for duael isn't that fantastic.
so go!!

sam has been really high these few days.
needless to say.
it gets rather annoying at time.
[sam.i hope you see this.]

we're doing AMAZONIC tomorrow at practice!
yay!
from nearly being cut out from dance night.
amazonic has come a looong way!
but i like it!!
wheehee! ((:

2006-03-22T22:35:00.000+08:00

2006-03-21T21:37:00.000+08:00

progress report is out.
it sucks to the core.

my com sucks to the core too.

oh well.
i can't figure out my math!!

2006-03-20T22:24:00.000+08:00

i spent two hours of my life today.sleeping so that tonight i'll get some time to myself in my room when everything's pitch black and eerie.

i'm really heartbroken today.
its extremely disheartening to see it happen.
and what she did really just tore my heart.

oh well.
there's no homework for today.
so that's a consolation.

i hate school still though.

2006-03-19T17:07:00.000+08:00

i finished all my homework!!
i'm a good girl.heh.

i lost my ruler.i'm annoyed.
its not that i take a long while to do my work.
i just take a long time to find things like my calculator and ruler.
which is quite dumb really.
now i have to go buy a new ruler tomorrow.

my sister says she has alot of work.
but i see her blog surfing.
she's a bad girl.
she's been stealing food from the storeroom as well.
tsktsk.

i haven't done much this school hols.
maybe i should go dig up my old notes now.hmm

2006-03-17T23:30:00.000+08:00

i am not weird.unlike yunning.i am pretty much normal!

today i had one of the weirdest movie outings.i couldn't say i really enjoyed it.but the movie was okay i guess.

i want an older brother!

2006-03-16T16:11:00.000+08:00

I TOTALLY WIN!!
vanessa's not going clubbing tonight!!

just came back from sitting at venezia for two hours talking crap to yunning and estelle.and staring at my pink grapefruit ice cream melt on the table.it was fun.

i need to study now if i want to go out tomorrow.sigh.i'm sleepy!

2006-03-14T21:47:00.000+08:00

got this from some random blog.

(x) been in love
( ) been dumped
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight
( ) snuck out of your parent's house
( ) been arrested

( ) gone on a blind date
( ) skipped school
( ) seen someone die
( ) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
(x) love someone or miss someone right now

(x) lain on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
( ) made a snow angel
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game

(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
( ) used a fake id
(x) watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake/tremor
( ) been through a hurricane
(x) touched a snake
(x) slept beneath the stars
(x) been tickled
( ) been robbed
(x) been misunderstood

( ) danced in the moonlight
(x) liked the way I look
(x) witnessed a crime
(x) questioned my heart
( ) been obsessed with post-it notes
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
(x) been to the opposite side of the country

(x) swum in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep
( ) played cops and robbers
( ) recently colored with crayons
(x) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins

(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
( ) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) danced in the rain
( ) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
(x) blown bubbles
( ) made a bonfire on the beach
(x) crashed a party
(x) gone roller-skating

(x) glued your hand to something
( ) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
( ) kissed a fish
(x) sat on a roof top
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
(x) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night
( ) didn't take a shower for a week (HAHAHA!)

( ) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
( ) had a tree house
(x) are scared to watch scary movies alone
(x) believe in ghosts
( ) have more then 30 pairs of shoes

(x) jumped into a pool/hot tub/lake with all your clothes on
( ) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
( ) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused
(x) caught a fish then ate it
(x) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
( ) cried so hard you laughed

(x) cheated on a test
( ) cheated on a lover
( ) have a Britney Spears CD
(x) forgotten someone's name
( ) French braided someone's hair
( ) gone skinny dipping in a pool
(x) have had a fantasy over someone you love as a good friend
( ) sun tanned naked
( ) ran naked in the rain

i've been stuck on the same line of yunyi's letter for nearly half and hour now.

2006-03-12T20:15:00.000+08:00

i'm homework laden and i don't want to go for the conference thing tomorrow.

there's math lesson in school tomorrow.i seriously think our teacher's crazy.but i probably need it.i totally forgot everything already.

i think i'll end up sleeping at the conference thing.or probably trying to study and finish chem homework.

esplanade show is on the 22nd of july!! whoopee.
i want to go for dance!

i'm really really boredd!!

2006-03-10T21:09:00.000+08:00

camp was okay.

i guess i didn't really enjoy it that much because it wasn't really my kinda thing.
it took so much effort just to keep my knees together when i was sitting down.

everyone looked good and prettyyy at formal dinner.except for me.the darned eyeliner kept smudging.don't know why though.oh well.just not suited.

i'm not at cell today.but no one's leading word.so i guess there isn't much point in going.

my mom's flying off for japan tonight! i want to go too!!!

there's the bridging thing with t2t students tomorrow.going to play with little kids!! yay then going out to get presents!! aha.

okay.i need sleep more than anything else.

2006-03-04T13:26:00.000+08:00

the sec ones have joined us.raj is so much nicer.and he's going much slower.

he's also explaining all the exercises properly.he never did that when he first joined nanyang.HMPHH.

yesterday's j21 was pathetic.not the event itself.but the attendance.less than half the place was filled.

blame it on the inconvenience of getting to the place.so out of place.

& NOT ALL THE SEC TWO CELLS WERE THERE!

it was my mom's birthday yesterday.

auditions for caribbean blue has started.the only good thing about it is that is void of any feeling whatsoever.so it doesn't really matter if you're the last group!! ((:

okay i'm going to sleep.

2006-02-28T09:02:00.000+08:00

hmm.english elective now.with james tan.he's totally annoying with his TEKKA KID!

I'M A BUZZZING BEE!!

got dental today.after today my braces come off at the next appointment!! hah.but i don't want to wear retainers for another two years!

i don't feel like going for j21 on friday.marine parade is soooo farr.FAR FAR AWAY.bleh.

i think my gown is lost in the process of getting it to the dry cleaners.shall go pester my dad about it.

shouldn't have typed the whole darn thing on the freedom of speech.

I'M A BUZZZINGG BEEEE!!

2006-02-26T20:52:00.000+08:00

i feel like a total brat today.

i got my heels and another pair of adidas sneakers.bleh.

got annotation to do for sandra.got to comment on james blog.got lots of shit to do.

hmmph.

2006-02-25T22:26:00.000+08:00

dinner was so bad i feel like puking.and i'm growing fat.like super fat.

going to be ugly for prom.hmphhh

2006-02-23T21:55:00.000+08:00

i can't believe i've been faithfully blogging.so maybe its not EVERYDAY.but at least its been once every two days or so.

dance today was superbly fun.raj seemed to be in a good mood ((:

council investiture was soooo much more interesting that the past years.probably because we got to sit in the AUDITORIUM.with lovely AIR CONDITIONING!!finally.after three years of squeezing in the hall.

but today was relatively happy.

SHANTI'S BROWNIE WAS SUPERR NICE.[besides the hard bits] <333!!

2006-02-21T20:03:00.000+08:00

hmph.there was no rainbow today.

the tests sucked.but nevermind.there's chinese tomorrow.just hope i don't fail.

darn.i need to go on a diet.oh well.

can't wait for dance.not caribbean blue.but everything else.not raj in his red t-shirt.but all the other exercises.

and raj has yet to put up the photos.i want to see!!.hmmph.okay.

its not that you don't mean anything.just that you'll soon find that i'm not worth it.

2006-02-20T21:36:00.000+08:00

the world sucks.

i don't want to mean the world to you.i don't want to break your heart one day.

my printer sucks too.

http://kevan.org/nohari?name=xueen

2006-02-19T13:07:00.000+08:00

my life totally sucks.and i can't really tell anyone because i promised.and i wish i wasn't there to see it all and have to keep it all inside.

but nevermind.hopefully i'll be able to pick myself up from this crumbling mess.

its probably one of those bad terms again.sigh.

http://kevan.org/johari?name=xueen

2006-02-16T18:57:00.000+08:00

dance prac was quite bad.after i changed and went back to the studio.raj already started scolding.i forgot what colour he wore.

yay.i found the collin raye song!!

yupp.but anyway.i feel as if i got a heart attack halfway through.had chest pains for a while.blah.oh well.

probably should reply all the letters since i'm done with my work.oh well.

cell tomorrow.i'm still contemplating whether to go.but i shall go and gloat at samuel.hah.okay.tata.

2006-02-15T15:29:00.000+08:00

hmm.

today was slack.well rather slack.i'm glad i didn't sign up for AMC this time.

my dad got me a pair of pigs eyes with bits of the head intact.gross

my brother's friend just called.it went something like:

my sister: your call
me: hello?
brother's friend: may i speak to xue en?
me: hello?
brother's friend: may i speak to xue en?
me: xue en or xue an?
brother's friend: may i speak to xue an?

how annoying.most of my brother's friends can't pronounce his name and are absolutely rude.i'm appalled.

i feel like sleeping.maybe i should.i miss yesterday.

2006-02-14T09:10:00.000+08:00

ITS VALENTINES DAY!!!

and i'm currently spending it with james tan.not exactly the most romantic.but there's maygin to be my date.ya right.if only she wasn't straight.

joyce made me an oreo cheesecake!!

and eliza offered everyone SEEDLESS grapes.she didn't prepare anything.

claire doesn't like me.she doesn't want to tell me her blog address.hmph.

james looks weird today.i think he changed his spec and cut his hair.he looks like a coffeeshop uncle/chikopei.

oh well.shall go comment and SPREAD THE LOVE!!

yunning wants her brownie mentioned.it was good.my mom was greedy and ate most of it.

i'm going to grow fat.i ate half a tub of ice cream with my bestie.shouldn't have.but it was fun.and i got flowers!! just got to keep the origin of the flowers a secret.

i was at the wake today.it wasn't really what i expected it to be.but the church was nice.really hope ryan's fine.oh well.

sometimes speaking to her gets me irritated.its as if she's trying to insult me.thank goodness i'm cool enough.I AM COOL!hah.

BIO!

2006-02-13T18:22:00.000+08:00

i was out with my mom today.after walking to gutherie house is the pouring rain and getting terribly translucent.

everyone in taka was either shopping with their friends; boyfriends or girlfriends.and i was shopping with my mom.but i got my shoes so i'm okay.

i still think valentines day is over commercialised and its just to help boost the economy.but i'm still being extremely nice and bought sweets.not chocolates.but sweets.((: so i'll be officially broke by tomorrow for the rest of the week.

oh well.

2006-02-11T20:56:00.000+08:00

sigh.my bestie is really sad now.and i feel bad i can't do anything to help.

dance was as usual i guess.but i seem so much more passionate about dance than about church which i don't think is very right.i don't know what i'm supposed to do really.

and dancing with raj is just weird.his hands are scaly and oily.reminds me of a lizard.and he looks so much like the chameoleon in the magic school bus.

hospitality was just different.i couldn't really get used to the way people did things and all.but it got rather amusing when things cocked up.like the coffee tasting SOUR! but ya.ryan was there.but always seemed to be in a daze.feel really really bad for him.sigh.wish i could help in some way.

there's some many things i miss that have all come to past.if only that rainbow could once again appear and light up my life.and make everything special once again.

okay.have to go study for chem soon.got tonnes to do.

2006-02-11T14:00:00.000+08:00

xueling here. xueen's one and only sister! :)

yesterday was a pretty horrid day actually. but then again, i have alot to be thankful for. honestly, when i first saw my name, my intial reaction was a strong sense of disappointment coupled with 'shit' coming out of my mouth. i was racking my brains trying to figure out what other subject i had screwed up besides hcl.
walking on stage and smiling my trademark fake smile was a blur as i looked on enviously at my other classmates who did better than i did.

upon receiving the result slip i was wondering what the hell culd have gone wrong. finally realising that it was my stinking english that gave me the dreaded a2, i got a huge shock. my english you know. arghhhhh. i was so upset and yes, i cried. very stupidly. haha.

yeah. but still, as i look back, i realised i have been very blessed. i remember God telling me that my results will be unexpected. He didnt tell me whether they'll be good or bad. i know i hoped for more, but He did fulfill His promise. i felt that the languages were pretty easy but the sciences and humans were terrible. however, the results proved otherwise. my 2 a2s came from english and hcl but the rest were fine. i guess its God's way trying to tell me that my english is really the pits and i should start reading and writing more instead of doodling or day dreaming.

so yeah, thanks to God i did reasonably well. and whether or not i'll stay in raffles is another story. firstly, its so boring we all look at eyecandies and get so happy when we see them. its THAT retarded. ahahha. so freaking funny. secondly, i dont really like sailing. maybe cos i've only sailed for the trials and havent really done anything else. so yeah.

and hc's really fun i think. everyone there is having a ball of a time. im so sad im stuck in raffles now. boo. and another plus point is judo. i miss my team mates terribly and im starting to miss the sport allooooottt. :(

oh yeah. God is good. my super good friend eunice got 10a1s. so did seetoh! :) go check them out in the papers doing spastic poses. heehee. but God promised to give eunice 8a1s for the prelims and 10a1s for the o levels. and obviously, it materialised. God is good. :)

okay, i still have a disgusting econs essay and gp essay to write. so toodles. :)

2006-02-10T16:22:00.000+08:00

so we got the chinese results back.i thought i'd be happy if i got what i wanted.but i'm not.

more worried for other things.like my bestie.don't really know how he's hholding up and stuff.sigh.

my sister seems quite sad too.even though the number of A1's she got is worth being proud of.so poor me feels the pressure.but oh well.

hope another rainbow appears after this rain.hmm

2006-02-09T18:50:00.000+08:00

today was rather enjoyable.AND I FINISHED MY COMPO ON TIME.hah.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELIZA!! ((:

dance was fun too.'xue en i don't like you pose ah.it looks like the stop sign'.all men a liars.i wonder why raj chose that song.

carribean blue- enya

...Eurus...

...Afer Ventus...

...so the world goes round and round

with all you ever knew --

They say the sky high above

is Caribbean blue...

...if every man says all he can,

if every man is true,

do I believe the sky above

is Caribbean blue...

...Boreas...

...Zephryus...

...if all you told was turned to gold

if all you dreamed were new,

imagine sky high above

in Caribbean blue...

...Eurus...

Afer Ventus...

...Boreas

Zephryus...

...Africus...

the songs just weird.very weird.

the rah rah session was quite fun.i decided since it was my last year in nanyang.i should finally be a but more enthusiastic.how many chances do i get to scream my lungs out and not make a fool of myself.these are the rare few.

the o's are coming out tomorrow.i'm prepared not to get an A1 for chinese.sigh.oh well.just hope i'm not the first nanyand girl to get a C5.the bloody pressure.hmph.

and my brother's gross.i can hear him burping from the bathroom.intentionally.

2006-02-08T15:41:00.000+08:00

everyone's ignoring everyone.oh well.
math test today was bad.BAD! i did what i thought i could.
i'm not getting anywhere with this term's tests.blah nevermind.

dance is starting tomorrow!finally.

i'm tired.i'm going to sleep.

2006-02-07T19:25:00.000+08:00

i just remembered yunning will only be online much later since she's at chemistry tuition.even though i doubt she'd even listen to the teacher.

the tests today were.okay.but five minutes to do one part of the lit question was not enough.obviously.if only [as yunning said] the 20 minutes i spent writing her letter during the bio test was transferred to giving me twenty more minutes for the lit test.that would be just awesome.too bad it doesn't work that way.

english elective was plain amusing.our blog has many unwanted but amusing comments.

www.harmony-cohesion.blogspot.com

even the blog address sounds odd.but for the sake of learning.

i stayed back with liyan; yunning and kai today.they ordered in macs and the guy said it'd take an hour.liyan's reaction: how long does it take for you to fry a batch of fries and nuggets!!??

okay.maybe a little over the top.but that's about it.

there's still math and logarithms tomorrow.did i mention i'm going to fail.and i hear someone with a really strong american accent going: 'BEAUTIFUL! ITS JUST BEAUTIFUL!'from the road.and some kid screaming NO!! extremely loudly. 'KEEP YOUR FEET ON THE PEDALS'.

i remember watching my horizontally challenged neighbour try to learn to ride a bike with his dad trying to help.he crashed quite a few times.and i think he was p5 then.it was amusing to just watch him wobble for a few seconds.and stop.quite pathetic really.

anyway.there wasn't a rainbow today.but there was butterscotch sweets and soya bean milk shampoo to keep me happy. ((:

2006-02-06T15:38:00.000+08:00

i feel rather high today.thanks to yunning and chit.
AND THE NICE RAINBOW!
but lessons were still boring.

and i saw estelle's allliterated darling quite a few times.i would have thought estelle would have better taste.

and there's no food at home that doesn't need to be cooked to be consumed.all i'm having is milo; 4 prunes & two pieces of chocolate.maybe i'll go find some tuna later.

and there's this thing going on that's starting to annoy me.alot.

i'm hungry.and i need to study.

2006-02-05T14:49:00.000+08:00

only you would know how much i actually put in this time.
and honestly.its still hurting quite a bit.

after that whole escapade.i'm not sure how much i can put in anymore.
how much i trust you or even how much i want to trust you.
i'm still trying to be there for you.only proabably beacuse i think no one else would and i don't want to see you crumble.

i'm not sure how long this friendship will last.even though i hope its forever.
i still treasure you alot more than you think.

it doesn't feel the same anymore.and it doesn't even help talking on the phone becaause i hear mostly silence; sighs; and your funny breathing pattern.
and then i fall asleep and its not my fault.

being with you also isn't the same.
i've really been tryong hard to encourage you even through all your stuff and getting kicked out.but i really can't when i'm worrying about all the other stuff and trying to catch up with my studies.and all i hear is you sighing and that blank tired look.

as much as i want to be there for you.i don't want to freak out and breakdown.and even now.crying over you is not worth it.

and i feel quite stupid typing all this here because you'll never read it.

and i can't see my own blog either.this is ridiculous.]
okay now i can

2006-02-04T21:56:00.000+08:00

everyone seems rather upset today.
chit is.
marianne is.
i am.
well.rather.
my sister says the o level results may be out next tuesday.which means i have a greater reason to freak out over the weekends besides the immensely growing pile of homework i have to do.looking at my chinese results now.i'd have to prepare a box of tissues.sigh.

okay.have to go find my racial harmony and cohesion website to finish james tan's homework

X MEN REVOLUTION. ROAR.

2006-02-04T15:38:00.000+08:00

i don't want to do james tan's homework.i don't want to do the three week overdue chinese compo.

i'm lazy.

raj wasn't there for practice today.and i woke up so early just to be on time.okay fine.i was late.a little late.

some people were rather emotional.but you can't really blame them.they bottled it up for so long.

dark chocolate ice cream was nice.

for marianne: x men revolution. roar.

2006-02-03T21:54:00.000+08:00

i had to bribe yuwei to buy one of the nygh funfair tickets in exchange for one of the acjc one.so essentially.i've bought my own.hmph.and i don't think i can make it for the acjc one.

there's no ss test next week.i'm happy!

my braces are coming off in two more appointments.((:

okay.i need to go study logarithms before i fail next week's test.

2006-02-02T20:50:00.000+08:00

its now five tests in two days.a new record.which means i won't have a life this weekend.which sucks.alot.

okay.today we had the 'celebration' thingy.which has left me fatter than ever.but the mee siam was nice.

raj has cut his hair!looks so much more well-mannered.

ooh.the auditions.there was a sec one who got on my nerves in five minutes.stuck up brat.okay.so i'm being a little mean.but i don't care.its my last year in dance.heh.

who knew? you're my one in a million!!